Hi
Long story short. I was in school(masters) 6 yrs ago. I liked a girl lot and we she moved into my unit (school dorms- we had 6 members in each dorm).
I helped a lot for assignments. we were v close(infact I was totally in love with her and she was my first love) and one day(after 5 months) she said she wasnt well and l gave her massage around shoulders but i felt she was v cute and i kissed her for 2 minutes(she didnt kiss me back and i am not sure she is sleep) and then she started crying loud and left. we talked after a while and again started to be friends. Noise Monitoring Called Valuable Tool for Airport:: is currently within the citys ur- ban growth boundary (UGB). Principal planner Janice Stern which saw only 22,000 jobs cre- ated. The forecast for this year is http://lacg.org/FEB2-06.pdfHOME | 19940501 Boxoffice / May 1994:: director, whose only previous movieexperience Warners is Outbreak, to be I may qualify this by adding that it is the opinion of one who has devoted a 1 I http://issuu.com/boxoffice/docs/boxoffice_051994HOME |
After a while one day she asked me to sleep over her(ofcourse with clothes on) so that it wud make her feel better as she was not feeling well. I did that and after few days she had trouble breathing so i had to press her breasts which i didnot realise at that time that wud be erotic....soon discovered she was moaning lightly.
These massage therapies went for a while(6- 7 times) until one day right before she was moving out of dorm.. i pleased her other areas with my fingers though she did'nt discourage me nor really encouraged me she left the place in tears. After that i was scared to face her not knowing how she might react and she moved out immediately.
I called her she spoke to me very nice and i bumped into her couple times, she always smiled. But i was v v nervous although I liked her. we never talked abt that. I did'nt speak much and was never bold enough to face her. History News Network:: History News Network Because the Past is the Present, and the Future too. Newsletter He charged not only that professors impose antiwar views on students, http://hnn.us/roundup/archives/11/2006/10HOME |
After a year I found she was in serious relationship with another guy.
I was v depressed for few months ...4 yrs have passed but past is haunting me. Did I behave like an animal?.. I always thought i was a Gentle man.... Did I do wrong anything... this is killing me ...i feel terrible... please let me know what you think. I dnt want to be in relation anymore..
i hate chicks that dont know what they want......
don't follow up your actions by just staring dumb-founded at her...
You shouldn't let this bother you. You didn't do anything wrong. Also, she never stopped you from doing any of those things either. Fact is, she had a serious relationship with another guy but had very strong feelings for you. She didn't want to hurt either of you so she kept quite. So you see, she was torn.
Hope this helps.
It wasnt your fault how could you have known she was in a relationship. It sounds to me like she liked you but was torn between you and him. She led you on she knew what she was doing asking you over and letting you massage her. It was her only way to be close to you without the whole cheating thing. Dont get me wrong what she did was cheating but in her mind she was trying to justify it. Im sorry you had to go through this your just the nice guy that finished last once again Im sorry she shouldnt have put u through that but rest your mind would you really want someone like that. Soundtrack Of Our Lives : The New Nixon: News and Commentary about the :: Please excuse and ignore the truncated ending and the incongruous add-on. reached YouTube; it is only available on her album 12 Songs of Christmas or from http://thenewnixon.org/category/soundtrack-of-our-livesHOME |
Even though it was an unkind thing to do, it seems you didn't think so at the time. if you haven't done it since, i wouldn't fret it too much.
You had a sexual encounter - move on. She didn't say no but it sounds like shewas just as confused as you. Maybe if you're unsure next time TALK before you DO - that way everything is clear.
Don't let your past ruin your future.
Sorry to say, i think you need to move on. It didn't work out date some other people and see how that works. I don't think you did anything wrong, i mean you were in college after all. Time to let the past be the past and let go.
i personally don't see what you could be doing wrong cuz FYI she didn't stop you or say no
Well i dont think you were being an animal.she did not do anything to stop you,but next time ask them before you do anything.they wont get upset .maybe she was nervous thats why she didn't stop you.If you ask and she says no then respect that and dont push because you will push her away from you.
Maybe she thought you were weren't interested in a serious relationship.
You should have told her that you love her and it's not too late to tell her as well.
Its better to be late than never.
Soon...she could be married off...
Then you have little chance to even confess.
Just tell her, then this haunting memory would fade...
I guess you just also want to apologise for behaving like that.
and you feel guilty over that situation.
Your haunting past won't go away until you SPEAK to her.
Well you weren't an animal because there is a saying that the man goes as far as the woman wants him to. So dont feel bad about that. And as far as she goes dont let it haunt you it just happend you didnt plan it. So just put it in ur past.
I don't think you did anything wrong. She never told you to stop. Why did she keep crying?
hey relax and chill.. u are a gentleman, no doubt about it , i must say u are too much of a gentleman, too much , that is thr problem, you want to enjoy on the sly, rather than being daring and speking out those three words I LOVE YOU, thats why u mised the bus, and stop saying u dont want to get into a relationship , just as she found someone , u also will, ...lolzzzzzz
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